Or so, it seems. I haven't updated this in a long time. Actually, that was probably for the best since I don't really have the time to be writing meaningless journal entries for the world to see. In fact, I need to leave in about an hour and I still haven't gotten ready.

*sigh*

Short re-cap, yes?

I got an A in English (despite my miss frizzle teacher), a B in math, and a C in ASL. I ended up going to the dean and they reviewed that grade and bumped it up to a B. Honestly, I was still pissed with that. It wasn't my fault for the lack of trying, but the teachers fault for not showing up to class and being a giant ass. Anyhow, I'm over it; its been long enough....

Moving on..

I ended up having to rehome the pigs (:() after I developed an allergy to the hay. Daphne and Delilah found a home with a family in Austin and Divinci and Donet had to be brought back to Texas Rustlers (per their adoption contract.)

The rats are doing pretty well. Lyric was sick for a long time but I finally just gave in and called it for what it is: scar tissue. I re-introduced him to Maslyn, Magic, Jasper, and Jynx yesterday. I think they're doing ok.

This semester I'm taking 4 classes: Government, History, Drawing, and Math. I have a Math test today *crosses fingers for luck* I really need to go and memorize those formulas again really quick. I think it will be ok, though. Not too hard.

Erm..

I'm still working at the business office, every day (mon-fri) after classes.

Jypsy is doing well.

Peaches is too, although we found out she is female, after she started laying eggs about a month ago. xD

Poseidon (fishy) is good..

My book is going.. slowly. I have almost 60,000 words, and I need at least 80,000 to finish. I wish I had more time, but that's just not possible right now. I spend all day, every day, working on schoolwork. I honestly don't know how I'm going to keep my GPA where I want it to be. *sigh*

RPing is non-existant even though I really miss it sometimes. I hardly get on the computer at all anymore. I haven't talked to AJ or Sarah or anyone else in forever because I know if I get on messanger I wont get off for a long time and I will put off my work.

Speaking of which, I should go. *sigh* I hope I got a good grade on the government quiz that we're getting back today.

School is fucking getting to me. Like- A lot.

My English teacher is psycho. Yeah, I'm not even joking. She is CRAZY!! Fucking 82 on the paper that she LOST and then I had to print out another copy (rough draft version) just for her to grade. Yeah. Perfect, right? So. Low 80's average in there.

Math is just as bad! I made a 98 on the first test. Was extatic. Got the 2nd back.. fucking 74!!!! Damn it. AND I haven't done any of the 9 outcomes yet. Shit shit shit. They are each about 30mins each.. and I have NO time to go and take them. Nor do I WANT to spend my extra at home time at the college taking them.

How is ASL, you ask? Fucking horrible. My teacher is a giant ass. He has NO idea how to grade. The ONE test I did good on? Yeah, he didn't count that grade. Real fucking nice. So, what ARE my grades? 37, 64, 66, 72. Yeah, nice. I'm REALLY doing well. It wouldn't be so bad if he ACTUALLY taught something for once instead of expecting us to magically pull the answers out of our asses.

And work? Well.. thats actually good. $2 raise. BUT because I am working.. I don't have time to do any outcomes..

Fucking English essay is due Friday at noon (I haven't even started).
Outcomes.. at least 5.. are due by Tuesday. (haven't done any)
I have to work tomorrow and friday..
I am getting Jypsy tomorrow.

That last thing is good.. Well.. I mean.. it is.. However, that means.. I am going to have NO time to do my essay. Unless work is REALLY REALLY slow. I fucking hope it is. I will have 4 hrs to do it. Otherwise- Im completly screwed.

Oh, and the icing on top of the cake? I just found out- If I fail (D or lower) any of these classes, I have to pay back the Fin. Aid money. $2,000!!!!!!! I don't HAVE the money anymore. At all. It was invested in vet bills, this laptop.. oh.. and of course.. fucking gas money to get to the damn classes in the first place.

Just shoot me now. 

Yep, Thats how long I must wait before I get to meet and adopt my ratties. Im SO bored right now but really really shouldn't be. Its 1:20am! Plus I have a TON of work to do.. List making time..

ASL Class:
--Social Paper #1 (The one I actually went to).
--Social Paper #2 (The one I am making up).
--Read 25 chapters of the stupid book.
--Find out when socials papers are due.
--Find out when final over book is.
--Freak out over quiz that we are supposed to take Thursday (he freaking didn't show up for review day today!!!!) -- In progress.

English Class:
--FINISH paper-- 1500 words down, 500 to go.
--Study for the Grammar Game. I. Must. Win. (Whatever team that does gets 2 extra days on the paper PLUS 5 points added to overall average!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How awesome is that???)
--Study for Final

At Home:
--Trim pigs nails
--Weigh Pigs
--Do the not so nice Dudley cleaning (I refuse to elaborate on this. heh).

Getting ready for ratties:
--Find pieces to waterbottle
--Clean them out
--Put in cage
--Buy Carefresh
--Buy food to make suebees mix
--Buy wheel (?) -- Maybe
--Butter Grma up so I can adopt 4, heh -- not likely.

General:
--Stop procrastinating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! --- Not likely either.

Name: Allie
Country you are from: United States
State/province (optional): Texas
Email: wicked.pixi@yahoo.com
Messanger (optional): pinkrubberduckies11@hotmail.com (only messanger, no email)

About your pets-

Number of pets all together: 5
Number of rodents: 3
What Kind? Three guinea pigs
Where did you aquire all your pets? All were rescues.

Housing for all pets: Lady is my indoors only dog. Peaches (cockatiel) lives in a large bird cage. Daphne and Delilah (female guinea pigs) live in a 28in x 56in cage. Dudley (male guinea pig) lives in a 20in x 70in alternative cage. I am in the process of building a 36in x 70in cage for all of them.

Food fed: Oxbow pellets (1/8 cup per pig per day).  Unlimited Coastal Hay. 1 cup of veggies per pig per day.
Bedding used: Fleece
Planning on getting more pets? Possibly  in 6+ months
What kind? 2 male rats
Where are you planning on getting them? A rescue

Daphne and Delilah:


Dudley:


Will add more later

Past Pets-
Number that you have had before the current ones: A lot. 84
Number of Rodents: 56
What Kind? (12 dogs, 3 cats, 10 fish, 42 mice, 10 hamsters, 1 guinea pig, 1 crawfish, 1 pig, 3 ducks)

What happened to them? 2 of the dogs were stolen, 5 dogs live with my mother,  5 dogs were fosters and were rehomed. All 10 hamsters and all 10 fish died after many happy years. The guinea pig had to be put to sleep because of cancer. One of the cats ran away, 2 were accidently let loose by a family member *grumbles*.  All 42 mice were fosters and rehomed. Snoopy the crawfish lived with us for 3 years before actually escaping out of his bowl and never found. Crunch, the pig, was rehomed after being saved from being eaten. All three ducks flew in our yard, 2 flew away, 1 was killed by a dog when it flew into a neighbors yard.

Will add later

I will try to put everyone I know on it. Sorry if I miss you. If you want, you can comment and tell me what number you think you are; I might not tell.. I am not sure. They are in no particular order.

1) You are my oldest friend. I love you like a sister and wish that we saw eachother more often. I miss you and wish we could have been closer the last few years. I hear some things that have me worried about you. Of all the people I know I always thought you were the strongest and knew how to stand above other peoples inflences. I really wish that you could see some of the things you are doing from a different perspective, like you used to.

2) I loved you for a long time. I might still even love you but I can't help wanting to hate you for the pain you caused me. I have nothing else to say besides that.

3) I want you to know that I see how you feel bad sometimes. I wish I could help you be happier. Some bad things have happened to you since I have known you, even though I have never actually 'met' you. Please feel better, you deserve to be happy.

4) I have known you for a few years and you are a really good friend. I don't get to talk you much anymore because of my classes and limited internet time. Sometimes you say things that make me sad. You don't take advise even when its for the best of other people or things. You ask for advise and opinions and opinions but you don't want them. Please, if you read this, don't think less of me. I really like you, but some of the things you say and do make me angry.

5) I wish you could see how great you are. Your confidence is down and you wont let anyone see the real you. You see all the bad things that have happened to you and cannot let them go. In a way I understand because I went through it too. Not the same thing, but the same kind of situation. I know that you will get better one day but I wish I could do something to help.

6) We don't talk much anymore, I wish we could. I met you on a website and you were a really good friend, I showed you a site, you showed me a few. Fun times.

7) You make me mad a lot of the time. I want to hate you but I can't because its not worth it, you just keep coming back regardless. I love you other times even though my instincts tell me I am just going to get betrayed and yelled at. I wish I could erase memories that I have now because of you. I honestly don't know what to say to you half the time. Now that we aren't together as much things are a lot better, I wish that you saw the way you made people hate themselves. You  mess with their minds and make them feel worthless, you make them want to be loved by you but you won't let them get that close. You expect everyone to give up everything for you. You think you are always right. Your not.

8) You are one of the two people I love most in the world. You can be a little bit irrational at times, but completly great at others. I understand that I am not perfect, but is anyone? Sometimes you make me feel bad, but I know that its just your personality. We have some great times, I love you so much.

9) You are the other half of person number 8. You understand exactly what I say most of the time. You hardly ever get irrational and are a really good listener. Sometimes you need to loosen up and have fun, I don't want to loose you anytime soon so please don't stress so much.

10) Two of you go on this same one. Both of you used to be my really good friends back in the day. You caused me a lot of problems and I never really got over them until recently. I wish I could go back and erase that part of my life, it really hurt me, I doubt you understand. You probably think that its funny or nothing but things like that can seriously scar a person for life. You never know what happened to them in the past, just as you hadn't with me. Basically you were the straw that broke the camels back.

11) I don't know you. Sometimes I want to, sometimes I don't. I hate being the one to make the first move but I did, apparently it wasn't large enough. If you want to know me, tell me. Make an effort.

12) You think you are A material but you don't work hard enough. Put in the effort, don't pass someone elses work off as your own. You can be nice and you can be irritating. I can't decide if I should call you a friend or not.

13) Hey girl, your nice but quiet. I want to get to know you more, I think we could be really good friends.

14) Same with you, but not as quiet. I appreciate all the help.

And.. I think that is everyone.. mostly...